20 YEARS OLD.

Im 20 years old already.just like a dream..felt like im still 19,yesterday is full of surprise..i really appreciated that my colegue Lily n abby making surprise for me.they bought a cake,and pretending that they are hungry n wanna buy food to eat..i ask them to buy for me to,n i ask wer do they go,but they dont wanna tell me..and i guest that they wanna buy thing without share it with me..i just ignore it and ask Abby to buy for me a chips.wen she came,they show me the birthday cake... WoW! im speechless!!! omg! u guys just wasted the money..but i will keep it as my sweet memory,i wont forget it.i love u guysss!!!

my birthday will coming soon,a few days later..but i did not know what am i going to do during that day,i dont think i will celebrate it.i dont know wat is that day will mean to me.i just knew tht,im going 20yrs old..'older liao de'..nothing can make me happy as ussual in this moment..

nobodys can imagine tht i just stay in my room and sleep during thr new year eve... my friends ak=sk me to go out,but i just said "no thanks"..

Eventhough today im not really happy,tht im supposed to be very happy in new year,but idint,coz im still shock of learning in accepted those things.i knew that i will be fine after days by days..new lifes just begun,i got to be strong.i just end my work,at 7.i felt so lonely at home.i didnt plan to hang out,i didnt feel that i wanna realise my stress to go somewhere.i prefer stay at my room,take an enough rest n refreshing myself,,.

first day of 2010

doing nothing..as usually,i woke up at 11.30am,and ready to go to workat 1 o'clock.i hope that for this year i will improove my lifestyle to be much,much,much more better..